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Friday, January 3, 2014
First Terrible Days of 2014
Huh, I just came back from the police station after made a police report. Hopefully this is the first and last time that I've to lodge a police report about theft!
3rd and 4th of January 2014 could be a bad starter for this new year. Last night on 3rd Jan, my Abah gave me 20 ringgit as a pocket money for my journey by bus from Tnh Merah to Penang. But dam**t, I dont know how the money that I've put in my pocket has lost without trace! I guess the money 'get out' of my pocket whenever I pull out my wallet to gave the bus ticket to the driver. I just realized that the money has gone after 30minutes on the bus.
But that's still okay. Quickly I made intention that anybody found the money, I consider it as charity to that people. Maybe God took back the money as it actually belongs to someone else. So I just 'pasrahkan' je lah that 20 ringgit.
However, God test me with another one, which is more powerful that the first one. This morning on 4th Jan, as I touch my feet down at the Sg. Nibong Bus Terminal, I went to the surau to have a short nap as I totally can't sleep on the bus due to f**king crazy driver who drove the bus like a drunk a**ho*e!
It was about 5am when I got to the surau. Without any delay, quickly fold my sweater to make it as pillow after I put my back pack just against the wall, besides my 'sweater-pillow'. It's not even a minute after I put my head on the 'pillow', I have lost in the dream.
Half an hour later, I woke up when I heard somebody start to pray. As I woke up, I noticed that my yellow back pack has gone. I quickly stood up, get out and search around the bus terminal. I'm 100% confident that some blood sucker a**ho** has taken my back! Oh sh**! I got all my important stuffs inside the back! Laptop, medical books worth hundreds of ringgit, stethoscope, few medications, and my brand new D'Herb Super Lebat Shampoo and Cream! Da*n you bloody thief! And to add more salt and acid to the wound, there is a book that I borrow from library worth 90ringgit. I borrow the book because it is not worth to buy a new one. But now, here I am, I need to replace that f**king expensive book!
Oh Allah, maybe this is due to my sins or bad deeds. Or I hope you test me like this to bring me back to the right path, to make me realize things that I've taken for granted! I believe there's always a silver lining behind every cloud!
However, this unwanted terrible events just kill my spirit to start this new and last semester of my life as medical student! Oh Tuhan, I need a new stethoscope! Pleaassseee... huk3!
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